You'll never know what your lies cost
you'll never know just what you lost
you'll never see her smile another day
because she's gone away,
and faded.
You tore her heart
and left it there.
Left it there,
like you didn't care.
bruises bruises, everywhere,
but not one person seems to dare
to take one step
on the right path.
Wounds so deep,
that you can't see them
scars cut wide,
that make you cringe.
Silent cries,
painful nights;
this is what you make her endure.
Thoughts flashing through the mind
thoughts of torture,
thoughts unkind.
screaming, wailing
all the night,
trying, trying with all her might
battling pain, ov
I don't understand
why you get so angry over things,
which are sometimes very small.
I don't understand the yelling,
or why you act the way you do.
All i understand is this pain inside,
and the hurt and fear of you.
You've hurt me bad,
and it makes me sad;
and it scares me.
It scares me when you yell
and scream.
It scares me when you listen in
on conversations after a fight,
and then burst in loudly.
It scares me when you blame me
for causing a fight with mom,
and all I want to do is die.
You must understand that I am a very
fragile person, and that I am still a
child inside,
even though it seems that I am not.
Though m
Atheistic Heaven's Phonebook by PixelPenguin, literature
Literature
Atheistic Heaven's Phonebook
Yes, I know you need mommy Dear,
but heaven has no phonebook.
There is no heaven.
Just know that she'll be with you all the time,
even when you turn eleven.
She knows your tummy hurts,
she knows that you fell down.
She's wants me to give you some ice cream,
and take you out to town.
I know you need mommy dear,
and I need her too,
I feel lost without her here,
everything seems so new.
Sometimes I feel like I'm doing things wrong
when I'm raising you.
But, you've turned out to be a good child,
and helped me out too.
and even though mommy is gone,
life won't come to a halt,
she may be gone,
but it's not anyone's fault.
Just